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MEMORY 02 / 05 · 2083

FREIGHTER

Duluth, Lake Superior — Haze on still water

By 2083 the bulk carriers of the Great Lakes had grown so large that only one harbour could hold them. At the end of the season they rest in Duluth, engines banked, hulls rising like cliffs from the still water, and their running lights turn the lake haze green.

The memory

When the night shift ends on a laker, the ship doesn't stop. It just gets quieter.

I worked the loading crew that last autumn. At four in the morning the belts shut down, the cranes fold away, and you walk the quay to your cabin. It takes eleven minutes, because the hull is that long. The green light along the waterline walks with you the whole way. The haze holds it, so the air is green, your hands are green, and the water is a green mirror with the ship standing upside down in it.

My porthole was the lit one, high up near the bow. Round, warm, too small to climb through. I left the lamp on so I'd have something to walk toward.

Inside, the engines idle somewhere beneath the floor: a deep, slow breathing you stop noticing after a week and miss for years. Water laps at the steel. The lake is so still at that hour you can hear a mooring line creak three berths away.

I'd take my boots off, lie back, and feel the whole ship hold its breath with me. Then morning, and the belts again.

— a loading-crew hand, November 2083

Recovered log

HARBOUR LOG — DULUTH OUTER BERTH — 21 NOV 2083

  1. Loading complete. Belts stopped.
  2. Crew to quarters. Porthole 112 lit.
  3. Engines banked. Hull cooling.
  4. Haze thickening over the berth.
  5. Water calm. No traffic.
  6. Signal steady.

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